Bro ken

Barely breathing,

I want to be fixed.

but it doesn’t come quick

it comes sllow

like how long i took to fall.

But I did, right before you left.

I didn’t need you,

you needed me.

i ignored you, you didn’t ignore me

but then you did the worst thing of all –

you left forever

& you’re moved on to who I think you think is better.

It’ll never be the same,

You forgive, I don’t forget.

“I felt I was on fire with the things I could’ve told you. I just assumed you eventually would ask.”

I keep hearing (y)our song everywhere

I saw that you listened to it, the other day

I saw.

I never dreamed you would walk away

I did dream it, only it was a nightmare – and it’s all I have left.

I’ve been so busy today that I almost forgot,

that you’re gone

Not only are you gone, but I have been

replaced.

I want to stalk you on SM but I know I(t) will bring blood again

Why can’t I forget this?

I wish you never existed –

I wish you would go away

I use to say I’ve felt close to death since you left,

But you’re the only one I wish was gone
forever